I recently visited a friend in Hyderabad. A couple of hours after I’d arrived we decided to walk to a nearby restaurant for dinner (this was evening. Eight-ish.) and we were walking along, talking about literature or gender or football or something when a man zoomed past us on his motorbike, going in the same direction as we were. As he passed us, he reached out a hand behind him, grabbed by breast, let go, and went off. Ros was looking at something in the other direction so she hadn’t seen him.
That’s the boring part. The interesting, scary bit is my complete lack of a reaction. Ros hadn’t seen it, and for some reason I didn’t bring it up. I did nothing, I didn’t run after him and yell or swear or anything. I turned to a friend and continued a normal conversation and did it so convincingly that I don’t think she even noticed anything wrong.
And this is what really scares me most about the kind of harassment that one faces for being female in public. I worry that I’ve gotten used to it because I can just shrug it off, or if I’m a bad feminist for just letting it go and not doing more. I need to fix this.