I’ve been in a solid relationship for about two years now and I’m finding that Chef and I are under considerable pressure to marry. It began awhile back when we talked about the possibility a few times and we discussed our discussions with various folks, never meaning it to take on more weight than, “We talked about the possibility of this a few times.” Suddenly everyone began to freak out, get moony-eyed or squinty-eyed skeptical, and ask when it was going to happen. When? Is it time yet? Yes? Are you guys going to do this? Why the hell are you guys going to do this? My folks began to prod, and his began to plan for grandbabies, and all of a sudden this weird het-marriage-excitement-beast was out of our control, dragging 1000-page bridal magazines behind its vintage white stretch limo (tasteful, of course, not gaudy). Needless to say, it has added stress to the relationship that just doesn’t belong.
I had been pressured to marry once, to Ethan’s dad during and after my pregnancy, and I believe both of us are glad that never happened. I have a first-generation Chinese-American friend who was told she would be disowned by her folks if she married someone outside of her race, and have watched friends in interracial relationships grapple with the pressure not to marry, “for the kids,” of course. One of my single mom friends noted that her pressure to marry was based on the supposed illigitimacy of everything she did that didn’t have a man attached — and once she got engaged she found that she was on the receiving end of some serious esteem. And resented it. A divorced friend expressed frustration at being expected to date and remarry stat before the social ruin kicked in. My old boss used to complain about his mother constantly asking why he never brought anyone home with him anymore, which was based completely on her frantic questions about whether or not this date was The One. Many people are irritated that they are seen as defective or *gasp* teh gay if they aren’t married by a certain age. Or tire of being grilled by others after living with a partner past some acceptable point on an arbitrary timeline.
Another thing that has come to my attention is the low esteem in which I would be held if I ever had a long-term partner with whom I lived but didn’t marry — say for some reason a parent in this position ended up in custody court, would a common-law partnership be taken as seriously as a bonded legal marriage? What if this person were held up against a married parent?
One of the things I find so interesting about this phenomenon is that the feelings that result from the pressure are not only norm-affirming and strikingly “traditional,” but also largely gendered. The straight men I know balk at the implied expectation that they must become big man commitment provider, and the women I’ve talked to express the fear of having their freedoms limited or being expected to start having babies directly after the honeymoon. This isn’t always the case, of course, but in my environment the kids I grew up with are pairing off and getting engaged in their mid-20s, if not before. Still unmarried, or not on the way to married by 30? Damaged goods. Something is clearly wrong with you. In more urban/professional areas the expectations are different, but that doesn’t help one escape the pressure for too long, based on the personal accounts I’ve read.
I realize this is a largely heteronormative question but it doesn’t necessarily have to be. Lend me your experiences: Have you ever been under considerable pressure to marry? Or not to marry? From the outside? From the inside? Was it gender-based? Age-based? And then?