The Rachel Kramer Bussel column-drama just won’t die, will it?
Rachel Kramer Bussel’s Village Voice piece about kinky, slutty sex is stirring ire in the feminist blogosphere. I agree with Pandagon that what women need sexually is a complete range of options. But my experience with women who identify as feminists is that they don’t like me slapping boys around and pegging them any more than they like women acting out rape fantasies. “False consciousness” is the term I’ve generally had assigned to me, which means “You think you know what you want, but you’re deluded. We’re going to tell you how your sexuality should look.”
Which is why, while I actively support just about everything that feminists identify as political goals, I do not call myself a feminist.
I’m not sure what kind of feminists she’s been hanging out with, but that doesn’t sound like me or most of the feminists I know. Are there a handul of feminists who will pull out the “false consciousness” card? Yeah, mostly women who subscribe to a radical feminist perspective. But as far as I can tell, the women who will tell you that you’re suffering from “false consciousness” if you enjoy submissive sex aren’t running mainstream feminist organizations. They aren’t even close to being the majority of feminist blogs. I’m certainly not one of them, and you don’t find them blogging at Feministe, or at places like Pandagon or Bitch|Lab or PunkAssBlog or Feministing, despite the fact that the feminists and feminist supports at these blogs are all coming from very different perspectives, and support different feminisms. In fact, I’m not sure I’ve ever read the term “false consciousness” being used seriously on a mainstream feminist blog. But then, I could very well be missing something.
I’m not going to get into this too deeply because other people have already done a better job than I could, but suffice it to say that no one (at least no one that I’ve read) is arguing that you are a bad feminist for liking whatever you like; no one that I’ve read is arguing that certain sex acts are inherently anti-feminist. No one is arguing that a feminist sexuality should look a particular way.
Here’s what, as I understand it, most people seem to be saying: Sexuality is a big part of life. Discussing sexuality, and the kind of sexual acts we enjoy, is a valid part of feminist discourse. I don’t think that most people are doubting the authentic experience of women who enjoy submissive sex, or blowjobs, or anything else. All the feminists are doing is trying to analyze what that enjoyment means, and what those sex acts mean in our current culture, if anything.
My personal view is that our sexual choices are fair game in the realm of feminist analysis. I think when we live in a society where sexuality extends far outside of the bedroom, into everything from advertising to office politics, it would be faulty on behalf of feminists to not talk about our sexual choices. I also think that it’s impossible to separate our sexual choices from a society where people are oppressed on the basis of their perceived sex (among a variety of other attributes). In my feminist worldview, I think it’s worth picking apart our individual sexual choices and asking ourselves how the pleasure we derive from those choices is influenced by a whole array of things beyond our physical reactions. That said, if we derive pleasure from how we negotiate our sexuality in an oppressive system, that isn’t necessarily a bad thing. It can still be a pleasurable experience. It can be an experience that you continue to engage in, guilt-free. And it should be. But I think it’s worth analyzing, even if that analysis leads you to the conclusion that you like it for a reason that isn’t feminist or empowering at all. If a particular sex act is empowering, then that’s great. But it doesn’t have to be empowering to remain a valid choice. It doesn’t have to be empowering to be fun, or to get a “feminist-approved” stamp. I’m not looking to tell anyone else what to do with their bodies or their sex lives, but I also don’t think that sex is above commentary.
But that’s just me, and I certainly don’t expect every other feminist in the world to agree.
Sometimes, that analysis is taken personally — and perhaps it should be. After all, we’re discussing sexual acts that women do, and perhaps we can’t separate the sex act from the person doing it. Or maybe we can. Maybe this discussion is leaving out entire groups of people who should be included in it. Maybe we should be discussing something else. And that analysis is coming from a lot of different directions, with different feminists reaching all sorts of different conclusions, from “fuck blowjobs” to “fuck feminism,” neither of which is as simplistic as it sounds.
Anyway, I went home a little depressed last night after reading a lot of these back-and-forths, feeling like it can’t possibly be productive to attack each other and to act like we’re players on various feminist teams battling it out for who’s the most feminist, and whose feminism is the best. And when I read this Stranger thread (which is also chock full of, “But things are way worse for men!”) I felt like punching my computer screen, because, for the love of God, it isn’t a fight between the kinky girls and the dowdy, sex-hating feminists. And when I read through some of the other threads on feminist blogs that were full of “whose feminism is the most feminist?” challenges, I felt like screaming.
But despite the very real frustrations, I think this has been good for us (or at least, it’s been good for me). I feel like I’ve learned a lot. I’ll read McBoing, or Amanda, or PunkassMarc and I’ll think, “Right on!” And then I’ll read Bitch|Lab or piny or Amber and it’ll stop me in my tracks because, damn, they’re right about a lot of things, too. Of course there are bits and piece that I take issue with, and I’m not sure I can say that any other feminist blogger speaks for me — but they sure have some good things to say, and they teach me a lot.
I know everyone is frustrated. I get particularly frustrated every time someone refers to another feminist blogger as a “feminist” in scare-quotes, or labels people like Amanda “radfems” when as far as I know, Amanda did not take that label herself. I know some people want to see an end to the sex wars. I know some people think that those who want to see an end to the sex wars are being unrealistic. So I’ll try not to fan the flames, and I also won’t wave the white flag. Instead I’ll just issue a thank-you to the various feminists and pro-feminists who have taken the time to explain their views so patiently. I find myself diagreeing quite a bit, but I also find myself learning a lot.