In defense of the sanctimonious women's studies set || First feminist blog on the internet

In The Books

It seems there’s been a bit of an uptick lately in musings on either side of the internet-is-destroying-our-attention-spans vs. internet-is-changing-our-consciousness-for-the-better debate.

I don’t know which point of view has the right of it, even if I do think I read a lot of edifying and interesting things on the ‘tubes. But what I do know is that, once upon a time, I loved to read books so much that I got myself into trouble for goofing off reading at least once a day.

I got in trouble for reading when I was supposed to be doing homework, cleaning my room, listening to my teacher, studying for church, anything. It made my 5th grade teacher so mad, all that reading stories all the time, she forbade me from picking up a book that wasn’t a textbook or assigned all year, even during recess and lunch when she said I ought to be playing with the other kids. Since I spent more time with books than people in the 5th grade, that was exactly the kind of disaster you can imagine it was likely to be.

It would have ticked of my 5th grade self so much if I’d known I was going to even get to go to college where you’re supposed to read all the time and then practically stop touching books from then on. Oh sure, you know, maybe a couple novels a year, a few non-fiction books for reference (and you don’t necessarily read those through like a novel, anyway,) magazines for planes and trains, that sort of thing.

But no more reading books like a chain smoker, barely finishing one before picking up another one and lighting in. No.

So anyhow, I’ve been reading more books lately to correct this terrible situation. Below the fold, I’m including favorite excerpts from recent reads that I haven’t already loaned out to someone else.

Their Eyes Were Watching God, by Zora Neale Hurston:

Times and scenes like that put Janie to thinking about the inside state of her marriage. Time came when she fought back with her tongue as best she could, but it didn’t do her any good. It just made Joe do more. He wanted her submission and he’d keep on fighting until he felt he had it.

So gradually, she pressed her teeth together and learned to hush. The spirit of the marriage left the bedroom and took to living in the parlor. It was there to shake hands whenever company came to visit, but it never went back inside the bedroom again. So she put something in there to represent the spirit like a Virgin Mary image in a church. The bed was no longer a daisy-field for her and Joe to play in. It was a place where she went and laid down when she was sleepy and tired.

… Janie stood where he left her for unmeasured time and thought. She stood there until something fell off the shelf inside her. Then she went inside there to see what it was. It was her image of [Joe] tumbled down and shattered. But looking at it she saw that it never was the flesh and blood figure of her dreams. Just something she had grabbed up to drape her dreams over. in a way she turned her back upon the image where it lay and looked further. She had no more blossomy openings dusting pollen over her man, neither any glistening young fruit where the petals used to be. She found that she had a host of thoughts she had never expressed to him, and numerous emotions she had never let [Joe] know about. Things packed up and put away in parts of her heart where he could never find them. She was saving up feelings for some man she had never seen. She had an inside and an outside now and suddenly she knew how not to mix them.

I just finished Hurston’s book this morning and I could go on about how much I liked it, but that doesn’t mean as much as to say that it was so real that it was like reading the inside story of my own divorce and past romantic misadventures, like the story of finding that all the things I was told to want were hardly worth having and being glad to finally know it. It was that good.

Yoga for People Who Can’t Be Bothered to Do It, by Geoff Dyer:

The restaurant was devoid of everything except a guy–the maitre d’–who was sitting with his head in his hands. I was not surprised by this. Jobs in some parts of the world involve nothing more than a commitment to turning up and doing nothing for eight or nine hours. When your shift is over you go home and do nothing there as well. If your job is outdoors, then employment becomes indistinguishable from loitering. if your job involves being indoors, then it is often indistinguishable from the most abject despair.

Dyer is a travel author, so his job involves going all over the world, running into new people and mostly losing track of them, which he writes about in this series of autobiographical short stories. I’m only about half through reading it, but that passage there was on the page I opened it up to in the store that made me take it home.

I’d love to be able to add a passage or two from “Lake Shore Limited,” by Sue Miller, “Wishful Drinking,” by Carrie Fisher, or “Wench,” by Dolen Perkins-Valdez, but as I mentioned at the beginning, I’ve already loaned those out again so I can only tell you that they were wicked interesting and I recommend them heartily.

So instead of that, I’ll close with a passage from a book I read a while ago. It’s not exactly a favorite, as such, but most illuminating.

The Prince, by Niccolo Machiavelli:

Where a fear of God is lacking, the state must either fail or be sustained by a fear of the ruler which may substitute for the lack of religion. But since rulers live only a short while, such a state must vanish as soon as the abilities that sustained it have vanished. Hence it follows that states which rest solely upon a man’s abilities are of short duration and pass from the scene when his abilities are no more; and it seldom happens that they are renewed in his successor. As Dante wisely says:

Seldom does human probity ascend

From branch to branch; and this He wills, who gives it,

That being sought from Him, it may descend.

Therefore, the welfare of a republic or kingdom does not lie in its having a prince who governs it prudently while he lives, but rather in having one who organizes it in such a way that it may endure after his death. And though it is easier to persuade rude men to accept a new order or new opinions, this does not mean that it is impossible to do the same with cultivated men and with those who think they are not rude.

The people of Florence do not think they are ignorant or rude, yet Girolamo Savonarola convinced them that he conversed with God. I would rather withhold judgement as to whether this was true or not, for one must speak respectfully of so great a man. But I will certainly say that multitudes believed him without ever having seen anything extraordinary to compel their believing it. His manner of life, his teachings, and the matters he dealt with were enough to win their confidence. No one should therefore fear that he cannot accomplish what others have accomplished, for, as I said in the preface, men are born, live, and die in quite the same way as they always have.

… The rulers of republics or kingdoms must therefore seek to preserve the principles of their religion. Having done this, they will find it an easy matter to keep the state devout, obedient, and united. They should seek to favor and strengthen every circumstance that tends to enhance religion, even if they themselves judge it to be false. The wiser they are about natural reality, the more they should do this. Because wise men adhered to this rule, faith in miracles took root even among the false religions, for these wise ones sought to promote them, whatever their source and lent them their authority so that they came to be believed by everyone.

Between Machiavelli and the Godfather movies, a person can acquire a good aesthetic for a political education; it’s all spelled out. Though if you don’t want to read The Prince, even after that, you can always check out The Onion‘s brief interpretation of this classic work, “Area Applebee’s a Hotbed of Machiavellian Political Maneuvering.”


25 thoughts on In The Books

  1. I’m not sure I agree that it’s destroying our attention spans.

    Well, I mean, the internet is highly stimulating and I think that while engaged with the Internet people will rapidly shift focus, perhaps have difficulty finishing a long article in one read, and find that time sort of escapes them while they read multiple blogs, I don’t think it’s really a permanent change to how we think?

    My ability to read a lot is almost directly linked to my ability to access books. I don’t have a library card nor an income that can supply me with books, so I’m not reading a lot of new books and I can only reread my existing books so many times. When I have books, I read voraciously. When I don’t, I stick to the internet.

  2. (is Feministe on all moderation all the time or is it just picking on me now?)

    Anyway, whatever the internet is doing to our brains or not doing to our brains, reading a stack of books is worthwhile.

  3. Your 5th grade teacher ought to have been ashamed of herself. With all the time and trouble spent trying to *get* kids to read, she should have treasured you! Well, OK — reading when you are supposed to be concentrating on other things is somewhat problematic. But on breaks? Recess? *shakes head*

    My parents never believed that I really *didn’t* hear them if they were calling me/talking to me while I was reading. I really didn’t. I still don’t sometimes. But I’ve been a restless reader lately, and I’m not sure why.

  4. Interestingly the internet has greatly increased my reading addiction. For space and monetary reasons I used to limit myself to a book a month…but with ebooks and the gutenberg project (which I volunteer for and greatly recommend) I am back to my pre-college levels of about a book a day (I read very, very rapidly). I think my fall off in reading levels in college and law school was having too much academic shit to read and not having easy access to a public library.

    Other than econ & finance stuff that no one would be even vaguely interested in…my recent reading list includes some of Fitzgerald’s short stories including this beautiful (if not very profound) passage:

    The sunlight dripped over the house like golden paint over an art jar, and the freckling shadows here and there only intensified the rigor of the bath of light. The Butterworth and Larkin houses flanking were intrenched behind great stodgy trees; only the Happer house took the full sun, and all day long faced the dusty road-street with a tolerant kindly patience. This was the city of Tarleton in southernmost Georgia, September afternoon.

    Up in her bedroom window Sally Carrol Happer rested her nineteen-year-old chin on a fifty-two-year-old sill and watched Clark Darrow’s ancient Ford turn the corner.

  5. Your 5th grade teacher was mean. I’m not quite sure how I would react even now at being banned from reading. I also preferred books to people from around 8 until 11, and at 15 a whole lotta the time they still make more sense.

    I might have to add Yoga for People Who Can’t Be Bothered to Do It to my to-read list, it looks funny.

  6. Ah, fellow book addict…

    Once upon a time, my number one criteria when shopping for purses was “can I fit a full-sized library hardcover in it?”. Now my criteria is “can I fit my Kindle in it?”. (Actually my criteria is “can I fit my Kindle AND a full-sized library hardcover in it?” since I have a 7-10 books a week habit at my local library.)

    If you enjoy Zora Neale Hurston’s anthropology work (“Tell My Horse”) you might also like “The Serpent and The Rainbow” by Wade Davis.

  7. My father once yelled at me for reading too much when I managed to read 10 books on a 7 day vacation when I was 14. Now ten years later, I try to keep reading just as much, but it is hard to do when you are in grad school and have to read tons of other things. I am going to try to read a book or two a month that is just for me. Their Eyes Were Watching God is definitely on my to-read list.
    Thanks for sharing.

  8. I just read a book called The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society. Weird title, great book. Takes place right after WWII. Couldn’t put it down till I got to the end and bugged the crap out of my husband asking if this bit or the other was historically accurate which he said it was*. I normally don’t like wartime books or movies but this was very good.

    *he has a PhD in History and specialized in WWII so this was right up his alley.

  9. Natasha, you could have been describing me to a T as my Grade 5 self, getting scolded at home (mostly when I was ignoring my chores or other obligations, though I blame my English teacher parents for getting me hooked on reading) and at school for “always with your nose in a book!” I still LOVE to read and it is my favorite solitary pasttime. Though I spend my fair share of time on the internet and in the gym, I don’t watch TV and I find it hard to passively sit and watch a movie the whole way through, but I often will stay up all night to finish a good book or start a book while having some Sunday morning coffee and just never get out of the house. 🙂

  10. I had the same experience growing up and getting into trouble for reading all the time. I remember it most clearly in reference to spelling tests. Being such an avid reader I was a good speller because I’d picked up so many words by osmosis and I had a good sense of the rules that govern spelling. I was a good deal faster and better than other people in my class, which meant that when we had spelling tests I spelled the words correctly immediately and then proceeded to sit being very bored while the teacher waited for everyone else to catch up before going on to the next word. So, naturally, I took to reading in between words – I’d spell a word, go back to reading whatever book I was into at the time until the teacher called out the next word, rinse and repeat. I got in trouble for it a lot because the teacher thought I might be cheating by looking at the words. I remember trying to explain to people that this was absurd; I knew how to spell the words, so why would I cheat? And since I thought it was absurd, I kept doing it until the teacher started standing over my desk during spelling tests to make sure I wasn’t reading.

  11. I’m a person who juggles a lot of creative endeavors (or at least tries to) so I find that sometimes reading time gets compromised by other things, but not necessarily by the internet. Sometimes I want to focus on creative writing, play my guitar, or write a song instead. But I don’t have time to do it all.

  12. “during recess and lunch when she said I ought to be playing with the other kids” Ah, they tried that one on me briefly too, at about the same age, because I read a lot, at a very high level, and read material they thought was not appropriate (I loved horror, Stephen King got me looks, but apparantly Anne Rice was a bit more off their radar). Unfortunately, they did not think ahead and consider the fact that at that age I 1) had serious anger problems 2) was bigger than all but one of my classmates and stronger than all of them (early puberty and unusually high upper body strength) 3) had about zero social skills. It didn’t take them long to start to think that leaving me sit on the bench and read was a better solution than watching me get into fights and mercilessly beat up the boys (I wasn’t a bully and I did not generally start fights without cause, but being large breasted, butch, nonreligious, poor and tougher than the guys made me a favorite target). I ended up with a reputation as a violent, unstable person, but I also was left the hell alone.

    (I did work out the anger issues. At that time, dwelling on horror books where the violence happens but the villain is defeated in the end was a way for me to work through the abuse I experienced. I could empathize with the victim precisely because of mutual experience of suffering.)

    Okay, moving on to recent reads, this quote from Harry Harrison’s “The Stainless Steel Rat For President” did crack me up : “You are a fine crew and I cannot argue with you. Now let us extremely honest, democratic republicans, staunch upholders of law and order, begin planning our crime of spaceship rustling.” It made me think of Firefly, too.

  13. As someone who used to read ALL the time growing up, and then slogging through books that required a lot of effort and that I liked a lot less in college (why hello, Marx Engels Reader), I think the internet really has altered the way I think and work. It now takes me a lot more time and effort to engage on longer tasks and texts. I tried reading Dairmaid MacCulloch Christianity: The First Three Thousand Years and got through about 50 pages before I realized that I just didn’t have the stamina for it any more.

    (Side note: when I looked on Amazon for the spelling of MacCulloch’s last time, the first three results were for Toy Story 3 DVDs?)

  14. I was the kid who took home picture books from the school library- and then ignored them while reading chapterbooks at home. At school, the well-meaning librarians shoo’d me back into the picture book section, ’cause kindergartners can’t read chapter books, dontcha know? I figured I’d play along, because I didn’t want the others to know I was *gasp* reading. I got some flack in high school for pronouncing words like they were read, not like they were said. And for the record, my favorite word is defenestrate.
    I didn’t get much flack from my parents- both avid readers. Dad likes non-fiction and science fiction, and Mom’s a JD Salinger fangirl. Funny story: Dad, I, and little bro were all reading a book by Terry Pratchett: one copy, three readers. Oh, the manuvering. My attention spans been crap lately: I’m sort of reading “The Necromancer” by Gordon Dickson, and might read “Double Star” by Robert Heinlein for the umpteenth time. I’ve also read the Night Side series by Simon Green, and a lot of Agatha Christie novels.

  15. I definitely read fewer books now than I did when I was a kid, but I also had a lot more uninterrupted time then than I do now. My blog/Twitter habit is a lot more suited to the time I have (which is usually interrupted by chasing my toddler.) I’m working on getting through more books, although I think I’m getting pickier in my tastes as I get older. Some of that has to do with how infrequently something feels novel to me these days, and some of it has to do with the fact that I have less patience with characters than I did when I was younger. (Anna Karenina makes me want to yell, “Are you going to get it together, already!?”)

  16. I’m not sure if it was the internet or growing up that curtailed my reading. Like other commenters and OP, I read everything I could get my hands on in grade school and most of high school. Back then I would get into Y/A novels and read through the entire series. Anything lying around the house, I’d try to read.

    Now, I’m far more picky about what I read. If I don’t like it in the first fifty or so pages, I put it down. And while there were plenty of hopes and dreams and magic and cool sci-fi stuff around when I was a kid, the adult sci-fi and fantasy section leaves me wanting. It seemed like the teens in Y/A books were hapless and confused and troubled but still could do anything they wanted! And adults are archetypes of superheroes and heroines that follow a formulaic script. Also, I’ve come out to myself in recent years, so I tend to get turned off because, “Oh look, another fantasy story where there’s a straight romance between a hunk and a submissive bombshell.”

  17. *Sorry to post twice, but I soon as I hit submit, I had another thought:

    I don’t watch as many movies or American tv shows, either, as an adult, though I think this does correlate to the internet and globalization. Because I have online access, I tend to only watch the shows I want to watch, which have a larger or better representation of the world that I want to see. Really, I’ve just been very picky with my media for the past few years.

  18. I absolutely love books, I wouldn’t be a feminist or a pagan without them! I used to do the same thing read a book in class and my teacher would get all pissed off!! I couldn’t read until I went in a program, after that I read all the time! Thank Goddess, people cared enough to teach me correctly!

  19. It would have ticked of my 5th grade self so much if I’d known I was going to even get to go to college where you’re supposed to read all the time and then practically stop touching books from then on.

    I don’t understand the whole recent mentality of “you’re not supposed to read anymore after college.” I’ve actually run into it quite a lot recently–even as close to home as my roommate being confused because I was just reading, not reading-while-I-waited-for-something-else-to-happen. Being an English major didn’t make me want to stop suddenly stop reading.

    Like you, I’ve been trying to get back to my old reading self, and it’s actually made me happier than I have been in a long time.

    From Kara:

    Once upon a time, my number one criteria when shopping for purses was “can I fit a full-sized library hardcover in it?”. Now my criteria is “can I fit my Kindle in it?”.

    I am pleased to say that you are not alone. If I can’t fit at least a mass market in the purse, I don’t buy it. Full stop.

  20. I’m another one of those people who absolutely loves to read, and I enjoy a book a lot more than I enjoy company most of the time. I’m also very introverted and have the problem of becoming totally engrossed in a book and am completely useless for anything if I’m reading something good. And I get really irritated if I’m interrupted. Books can just sort of take over my life if I’m not careful.

    So I have to limit my reading time, as I have two kids, a husband, a job, and I go to school. If I read as much as I wanted of *what* I wanted, nothing else would ever get done. Since school just started, I’ve instituted a self imposed ban on non-school related reading (except for the occasional non-fiction history or science fun at bedtime, but absolutely no novels) until Christmas. But I can easily do two novels a day during summer when the kids are in camp and I don’t have class.

  21. UGH, we must have encountered the same teacher in 5th grade. I had to hide the books I took to lunch, or one of the monitors would take them away from me. I like people just fine, and I like to talk, but I was easily the least popular kid in my grade; who was I supposed to talk to?

    My 6th grade math teacher likewise had a stack of a dozen or so books she had taken from me during the year. I think that was more justified, however, since I was reading them in her class.

  22. For more fun politics and satire of global oil wars and Balkanization of the Balkans, I highly recommend Gary Shteyngart’s “Absurdistan.” Especially fun if you are from the former Soviet Union, or know anyone who is, and if you remember the political world pre-Sept. 11, 2001.

  23. I read that same way as a kid. Only thing that slowed me down was having my own and suddenly just not having the time! I remember one day in third grade suddenly realizing the lights had been turned out, the class was gone, and my teacher was standing at the door, waiting for me to leave. Just a little too into the book to have noticed her dismissal of the class. Patient teacher, I guess.

    My husband and I are both into science fiction, which annoys my mother-in-law. She tried several times to get me to make my husband get rid of his books, until she finally understood that about half the collection was mine. She finally realized the collection isn’t going anywhere. She doesn’t think science fiction is worth reading. One wall of our house is nothing but paperbacks, and we have several shelves of hard cover books around the house.

    I love that my own third grade daughter is showing every sign of being a voracious reader. I see her walking around the house with her nose in a book.

  24. I suspect that the Internet is great for a lot of people, but not so great for people like me. I seem to have increasing problems maintaining focus as I jump from tab to tab, and I do as much of my reading offline to escape that.

Comments are currently closed.